Thursday, May 24, 2007

just keeping it real.

another day and another bowel movement. simple as that.
funny how no one speaks of life's realities. it is kept bottled up until we explode.
i attended dr. vasant lad's seminar this weekend and it was great that i kept the commitment. it was information that was simple and real. let information in and dont let it slip into boxes to be stewed over. the mind chatter is not needed. when the things we see is allow to get to the flame of the soul then we are connected to god. object, flame, god - simple . i now realise that i have to get the video that was filmed during his talk because of the truth of the diagnostic talent i witnessed. he is a very intelligent and gracious educator and i was honored with his experince.
also i was honored with the powerful crowd of friends and fellow participants of the ayervedic traditions. there was laura from my shadow yoga class, maduri from indigo yoga. colleen fraser from vida spa. yodih from my days of the versailles spa. roma, who i had met and qxci'd at the whistler wellness day the week before. lise from victoria via kauai. jaisri lambert whose energy and strength made the event happen. the indian food served for lunch was fabulous. i am a very lucky soul.
i had the chance to cancel and not attend. i had the opportunity to attend my biofeedback in victoria, earlier. but i reasoned that if such a reknown teacher was coming to vancouver from his worldly travels then i must go and see.
so i will be going to victoria june 3-9. booked the motel room and i am happy to get to increase my knowledge of using the qxci biofeedback machine.
right now the tennants in whistler have given notice so the apartment is needing me to go up to whistler every weekend until it is rented. so if you want to come and visit. or stay there without me, give me a call. i will tell you if it has been taken. the ski season is over june 3rd so i get to ski until then, too.
i am excited that i will see the police in concert, may 28th. whoopee!

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

eureka

focusing my life has taken a twist this week, i manage to carve out a tv room for alex and reconfigured the garage into a more manageable arrangement. spring cleaning is happening. got the furnace cleaned out after eight years and can see every dust particle in the bright sunlight that is common to this season. pollen is here also.
which brings me to metaphoric connections. my body is also one big house needing to be retooled as well as cleaned. the scio has been big in naming the feelings, the physical and the potential for this moment in time. cleaning my office, i have found a cache of education that i have collected over the years. the rebalancing, the shiatsu, the ear reflexology and the Caroline Myss work. they all serve to remind me that the years have been fruitful. they contribute to the present and makes me trust and enjoy my abilities as a energetic therapist. it stemmed from one of my first books by barbara ann brennan, Healing Hands. to me, it was far fetched back in the early nineties. now after 15 years, i live most of the concepts. instinctively, i have gravitated to this lifestyle, i definitely feel better. the scio has given me names or labels of the quagmire of the human body.
i have bought from a company called biopro, protection from the emmissions from electrical frequency. i wear a pendant that refracts the electrical pollution from the computer, the car , the phone. i have universal chips stuck onto the computer, the portable phone and the tv. i have a cell chip fro my mobile phone. i have two chip in the dashboard of my car. since i am a mobile business, i spend a lot of time in my car driving. i do not even like playing my radio in the car any more. my ears are getting sore from the stimulation. i am realizing that to keep me from stress, i must know my own energetics and guard from excessive overload from this busy word. i use to be a food health advocate, now i am an energy health advocate.

with alex, who is eight, i see that it starts very young. the energies are not our own choosing. we strive to live to but eventually, most of us fall to the wayside in frustration and breakdown. last night i had him wired on the machine and his biofeedback was topsy turvy from his issues of the day. he had woken up with his head pounding and wanted to be treated then and there. he has a habit of wanting to be perfect but cannot focus to accomplish this. so the computer suggested less talking and more doing. bang on, i say. from this way of over thinking, he worries his body into one big knot. don't we all. this can be a lesson to us all. with the machine, i was able to help him relax and treat him for his issues. he, being an incubator, is housing a variety of physical issues. he has his father's intestines and maybe our family's hypertension issues. so serotonin is is low in his system. his body needs vitamin therapy or it will not work. he is attracted to sugar and it feeds the viruses and fungus that is housed in his system. many arenas needed to be adjusted/zapped; for example, milk intolerance, infectious virus, infectious worms, fungus, hepatitis, inflamed tissue, top pathogens, food poisoning, etc. i am learning everyday more about how to use this program and it is fascinating. he was missing coQ7 and fatty acids. his vitamin intake was low. so it is good i have all these components in the fridge and as he stumbled back to bed he was able to top up, physically, the reserves. i treated him with the machine but it is important to have it in his diet too. he likes the flax oil in his food and now is learning to have the ground flax seed on his meal.
only he can make himself happy. no one else can. he cannot make anyone else happy, they have to take that responsibility for themselves. lucky him, to have the lessons now. i am grateful that i have had the experience and i can see well enough to pass it on.
i have caroline myss on cassette and will be playing over and over again, to gain the best advice, I've ever heard. if you have not heard or read her book, i suggest you do. it will make sense of the rules and roles we play in this life and living.
have a true day, my friends.

Thursday, May 3, 2007

it is busy here on fleming street.

hi y'all.
my mom, po-po (grandmother) is back on the farm. that is what i call this place because it is full of sprouts and seedlings. the garden has snow pea planted that are 6 inches tall. it will be a month before they are producing but it is hopeful it will be soon. she is doing well, not as robust as she was but that is good for her to know her limits. sometimes we run ourselves at a speed that is not good for the body and she does do that. so i tell her to take it easier. she does.

she had a bleeding ulcer which caused blood to drain into her stomach and she had been bleeding into her digestive system for a week. she did not tell anyone. then she was stressed enough at my brother's house to get dizzy with heart palpations and lucky, steve's brother in law is dr. tong. he took good care of her and got her to the hospital. she was there for five days and she is now back to usual routines.

i was very grateful that she came out of the episode with more information about how she needs to take care of herself. she found out that she has a negative reaction to aspirin, tylenol and etc. she has to take her calcium and vitamin d. she has to eat good food and drink water. information, i think we all need to know. hopefully this will instruct all of us to be mindfull of our aches and pain and to take measures to self care, not self medicate unconsconiously.

as in my past postings, i have said that the machine was very good at telling me somewhat the story of my mom's health while in the hospital. looked at her data and was amazed at how similiar it was to her stay in the hospital. i treated through subspace at 30 percent. when she got home i did a 2 hour session with her at 100% treatment. i am glad i have the ability to communicate with her body. i will be glad to go to school on may 21 to get training and certified. i need to know more.

myself, i am getting to know the language of my daily life through the scio. i am learning by leaps and bounds because everyday i plug into the information of humanity via the intelligence of this device. yesterday i showed a periodontal reaction which rings true because my mouth, full of teeth is always been a concern of mine and it is good that the sensitivity of the results can pinpoint it and treat. i am also always working on the toxins of the hair career i had. the dyes and fumes were very active in polluting my tissue. the silver amalgams also contributed to this dis-ease called hypertension. they say that 80% of all high blood pressure issues is unknown but i am glad that i am getting the alternative knowing. i used to think i was weird to be always concerned about health. it has been uncomfortable in this body, I've had cavities filled since i was pre kindergarten, and when i find things that alleviated the bad feelings such as good food, exercise and water.........i am relieved.

my rolfer bradley cromwell says that i am unique and that is what i will call it now. i am an unique individual and i am happier for it.

alex has returned to tae kwan do, yesterday. it is close by, two blocks. it teaches him to respect. it allows him to bond with elder men who encourage good behavior. it teaches him to use his legs which will support his spine which in turn will carry his heart and other organs.

i was fortunate to study with jack horner (www.horneryoga.com) and he started us off by reframing how we receive information about yoga, which i believe applies to life. that information comes in and we compute it from every which way , very much like a computer. it uses a lot of energy and sometimes complicates the results. he suggested that we as a class consider receiving the lessons like a radio. letting the information in with the same effect as the radio we listen to in our daily lives. with no opinion and reframing and eventually we can understand it deeper in our lives. i think it was very powerful change of state. i like it. interesting enough the scio has shown that radio frequency has been a stressor in my life and i have since turned it off in the car. i have decided to use that sensitive part of me to receive better information than they can provide. i have been blessed and i will decide what i will listen to.
awareness, mindfulness.